crapmeat sushi :D

2009-08-15T08:45:00.001-07:00

what happened to blogger man.

or what happened to my browser.

either one, this sucks. the page looks weird, and it pisses me so.

2009-07-29T11:46:00.000-07:00

Theory of Relativity

Hi, I feel that Im a relatively nice girl, relatively harmless. I relatively abide to rules, and relatively listen to my parents. I relatively friendly as I relatively dont spout vulgaries and really nonsensical stuff although i relatively blabber sometimes.

Im relatively not anti-social, not racist, not sexist, not homosexual, but maybe relatively bisexual. HAHA, in respect to that, im relatively just joking. Im relatively not a bootlicker as well, which i find it important to state as i find them not relatively, not very annoying.

I realtively have a family and have relatively good friends around me. I have a relatively normal life yet also having a relatively good life. I attend a relatively good school and in a relatively good class. Despite that, my results is relatively low, hence i suspect my brain is relatively small. GEES.

Oh, last point i obsevered this few days, bio lectures seem to be relatively long (like darn) and practicals seem to be relatively short. As to why, due to my relatively small brain, i do not know.

2009-07-24T08:25:00.000-07:00

all the time, things happen for a reason.

that's where karma falls.

i believe in karma like MAD, but i do not believe what you have done to me is karma to me.

hey, in fact. i hope YOU get some karma out of it.

(take care of yourself. and when you sneeze, dont doubt. it's really me blabbering about you)

2009-07-10T20:09:00.000-07:00

i wanted to do some sweet quiz from dy's blog, but her blog totally doesn't allow me to copy and paste.

sian.

2009-07-05T20:23:00.000-07:00

ah ggy showed me this 2 days ago.

super funny. haha

2009-07-03T06:43:00.000-07:00

hello everyone!

im back from the terrible, horrible, vegetable examinations and is gladly happy that it's finally over. (:

during the past week, i took up a new hobby!!!
video my friends.

so friends, if you see me aiming my phone at your direction one day, dont be scared, DONT BE A WIMP LA, it's just me playing with my phone videoing, trying my best to capture your every UNGLAM moment. HAHA.

below records eating with the floorballers after cip at vitoria theatre.

**ohya, i want to sulk:
you know what job i do??
i did hand sanitising with wenyi, WHAL THY SHEET.
which is tough but no one appreciates.
thanks huh.
stupid girl who volunteer yourself. never play nice.

2009-06-19T20:10:00.000-07:00

zombie-fied. who invented assessments are suckers.

2009-06-07T08:53:00.000-07:00

all right!!! i freakingly admit i did something wrong.

BUTTTTTT STTTTILLLLLLLLLL.

this doesn't give you the freaking right to scold or mock me in such in insulting/commanding way, you psycho.

have a clear mind of where you stand, especially in my mind. PPPPPLLLLLLLEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAASSSSSSEEEEEEEEE, you are just a puny plankton.

GO AWAY LA PLEASE. and shut up before you even go away.

2009-05-30T08:45:00.000-07:00

Either im typing too fast, or my keyboard is getting busted soon. i choose to believe the second. (:

this post is going to titled: the guns i want. (IM SCARY!!!)

so fellow schoolmates, don't bully me ok.

1. the amazing CONDIMENT GUN!!!

It can actually shoot out my mayo and ketchup at the same time!!!!!

WOHOOOOO!!! SUPER FUN OKKK! (:

(information fully taken from firebox.com)

Crafted in sturdy plastic, the Condiment Gun is ideal for outdoor cookfests and it's liable to make you fall in love with ketchup and mustard all over again. Indeed, if someone doesn't end up with a faceful of splat within ten minutes of this turning up on your doorstep, we'll eat our stetson (after we've shot it to bits with sauce).

2. NERF GUN. (the batman ver.)

Real name: Mattel Batman Dark Knight Grapnel Shooter

This baby is bill as the "ultimate assault gadget" and has eight rapid fire projectiles!!!

WOHOOO!!! I WANT ONE TO PLAY ON EVERYONE ON APRIL'S FOOL NEXT YEAR!!!! :D

ok, lastly, this isn't a gun, but it saw it while searching for my nerf picture and it looks great and it's functions' superb.

3. Zune HD

Just look at it, it's a beauty. and it works great. just too bad it's isn't a phone and getting it costs a bomb.

2009-05-16T10:51:00.000-07:00

long time no typing

currently, my school is quite busy plus the laziness in me refused to come ere to type crap. but i just finished my chem prac (yay) so i have a tad time to distribute my joy of playing marvalleous point-and click games!!! YAYYY. (:

before that, i want to tell the world about my new life goal: reduce 80% of the times i use words "walau". THEY SOUND SO CRUDE. so this shall be my small step to being a nice and demure well-mannered little girl. ( aren't i descriptive today? (: ) as what my mama always say, a small step brings about greater leaps.

so INTRODUCING the little blue beanie!!!

this adventure game tells the journey of a cute little white blob , through trees and webs in search for it's/her/his little blue beanie. During his trip, he will meet minor obstacles that will require a little bit of thinking to figure out. But dont worry, it's too easy for me! heh.

*click pic to play.

2009-04-26T03:17:00.000-07:00

monday is my math test, which i just started by trying math induction. mod is shit.

tuesday is floorball against yjc i think. i lost the updated schedule.
GEES, when will i EVER stop being so brainwashed by my own gong-ness? i just keep listening to things in my left ear and all of them will come out of both ears 20 seconds later without me even knowing. which everyone can infer from this that i can't study right as well. ): saddened

postscript: i really dont want to get benched by coach during the matches, and that's nearly what's all that kept me going to trainings. i know im weak, im not blind. tha's why i want to prove that i can do it. but you know, sometimes i get tired too, that no one cares and only sees my existence after the training when someone needs to take up the responsibility of counting balls.

wednesday going to be biology test which i havent officially started on my revision yet. im so going to flunk it i tell you.

yesterday, my aunt talked to me quite a lot about my studies and stuff. she spparently gave me a rather good analogy that i cant even try to deny and all.

:when one works so hard and long for something and gets it, she will possess the will and determination to conquer everthing in her path afterwards. she will not be afraid like me cause she will have the endurance and confidence that she can make it again, with her strength.

kinda remind me of some mao thing i was told in the past. he and his comrades walked a freaking long distance to escape some soldiers. the small batch of chinse comrades that survived and march apparently became filled with strength and determination and fought all the way to victory after all the sufferings they went through.

cause they were not longer afraid of defeat and death,
having conquered their worst fears during the long march

2009-04-22T06:54:00.001-07:00

super funny. especially when the guy mentioned he saw ghost. HAHA. must watch

2009-04-17T07:07:00.000-07:00

i think that zinn and kerra are nice names.

i shall name my kids that next time. (:

anyw, i need to find someone inspiring to write about... and i cant seem to think of anone right now. sian... im simply too distrated by the stupid gigantic pimple lingering on my skin.

MUST BE KARMA.
KARMA IS SCARY
PPL BE CAREFUL

the end and bye.

2009-04-08T10:31:00.000-07:00

Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names:

Anne Chang => Dirty (Mandarin)
Anne Chin => Keep Quiet (Mandarin)
Faye Chen => Dusty (Mandarin)
Carl Cheng => Buttock (Hokkien)
Monica Cheng => Touching your buttocks (Hokkien)
Lucy Leow => You are dead (Hokkien)
Jane Tan => Frying eggs (Mandarin
)Suzie Leow => Lose till death (Hokkien)
Henry Mah => Hate your mum (Mandarin)
Corrine Tai => Poor fellow (Hokkien)
Paul Chan => Bankrupt (Mandarin)
Nelson Tan => Bird laying eggs (Mandarin)
Leslie Tong => Rubbish Bin (Mandarin)
Carmen Teng => Leg hair long (Hokkien)
Connie Mah => Call your mother (Cantonese)
Danny See => Squeeze you to death (Hokkien)
Rosie Teng => Screws and nails (Hokkien)
Pete Tsai => Nose droppings (Hokkien)
Macy Koh => Never die before (Cantonese)

walau, jess, this is so much longer than yours.

(: SMILE WITH A HUGE GRIN LIKE I DID!!!

:D

2009-03-29T02:21:00.000-07:00

Singlish version of Little Led Liding Hoot

Once upon a time hor, got one girl called Little Led Liding Hoot. She want to go to Ah Mah's house. Morning she alleady go out one, she got take one basket to put flower.

She doh wan to walk long-long so go take shot cut. Wah!!! She dono got one animal follow her leh!

She happy-happy walk until she come to Ah Mah house. "Ah Mah! Ah Mah! I come, open the door lah!" she talk. Then Ah Mah also talk back, "Come in lah I never close one."

Little Led Liding Hoot open the house and go inside the door......

Oh, solly solly......open the door and go inside the house, she see her Ah Mah on top of the bed.

She go ask Ah Mah. "Ah Mah, how come your eye so vely big one hah?"
"So I can see you maahhhhh!!!" Ah Mah say back.

"Ah Mah, how come your year vely long one hah?"
"So vely easy to hear you laah!!!!"

"Ah Mah, how come......."
"Aiyaa!!!! SO many question one ah you......never die before is it?"
"Soly lah Ah Mah, I dono mah that's why I ask".
"What soly-soly! Now I want to eat you, I not Ah Mah, I animal one you know.......

" Wah! Little Led Liding Hoot vely scared alleady, she scleam vely loud but late alleady, the animal alleady eat her. She now inside stomach alleady.

Suddenly got one people, cut wood one, go inside the house. He want to save Little Led Liding

Hoot, he go and cut the animal stomach and take out everything, but he too late, Little Led Liding Hoot become shit alleady......

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. WTH!!!

2009-03-25T09:10:00.000-07:00

You Are the Crown Chakra

You are truly enlightened. You are humble, unselfish, and without prejudices.

You are a humanitarian. You value justice, and you're doing your best to make the world a better place.

You are an ethical person. You strive to do the right thing and be good to people.

You are able to put your faith and trust in others. You have a lot of faith in humanity.

I feel like a superior being after this. HAHA.

anyw, HAHAHA, i wonder what chakra kelvin tjakra will get. himself ?? HAHA

2009-03-22T02:30:00.000-07:00

卢广仲-无敌铁金钢

词曲:卢广仲

他很强壮你也一样
是无敌铁金刚
他很强壮你也一样
没有多余的脂肪

那我也要和你一样
真的很想穿上那盔甲
不论有多少困难让我通通吃掉
总有一天我会得到力量

无敌铁金刚无敌铁金刚
把坏人通通打到一旁
无敌铁金刚无敌铁金刚
射出了雷射光我就不会害怕
因为你就是那无敌铁金刚

whole X2

我也想变成无敌铁金刚一样... ...

2009-03-21T10:32:00.000-07:00

i saw this in a email sent by my aunt. (:

You can't decide the length of life, but you can control how you want to live it.
You can't control the weather, but you can control your mood.
You can't change your look, but you can smile.
You can't control others, but you can control yourself.
You can't foresee tomorrow, but you can utilize today wisely.
You can't win everything, but you can try your very best to achieve that.

so true.

roses and butterflies

2009-03-17T03:35:00.001-07:00

Rhythm Games at FlashFlashRevolution.com

2009-03-17T03:25:00.001-07:00

ok, im in a good mood. after going out with ahman and ahyim. (:

above is a music flash game. it's kinda like dance dance revolution, just that you dont dance thatis. instead, obviously, you use the keyboard. this game is compiled using songs of making april, and i highly recommend everyone to play ROSES AND BUTTERFLIES(standard) at least once.

THAT SONG IS REALLY NICE!!!!! yeeeaaah... :D

2009-03-15T05:20:00.000-07:00

IT'S THE HOLIDAYS!!! (:

though our school consider it a study break. whatever.

since i have time now, i shall give a treat. (:

2009-03-13T10:44:00.000-07:00

i feel that chinese blogs contain more content. reading them makes me reflect about what is around me ya know?

maybe it's the chen2yu3 (cause unlike english, which to me, is rather direct), chinese words are more abstract, like art, and it expresses more meaning and space for imagination.

today, ahghy asked me what i do in my freetime or smth. i said i watch tv.

ag: you know the little nonya... ...
bs: i dont watch little nonya la.
ag: walao, why didnt you watch the (blahblahblah) greatest show/production in (blahblahblah) singapore tv?
bs: *shrugs* *chuckles* oie, what la.
ag: then what show you watch?

WALAO, after that, i really think like mad what i watch la. i mean, it's a undeniable fact i watch tv like half my life and i always switch on the tv when im bored, so i watch ALOT of tv.... ....

but i dont know what i watch all day. wth.

1. i dont watch ch 8 and ch u's 7pm shows.

2. i dont watch ch 8's 9pm drama.

3. i dont really watch news unless i feel there's nth else to watch.

4. i dont really press 6 on my remote, which is cna.

5. i am too old for okto's cartoon, though i like teentitans and spongebob, but i dont watch them too.

6.i dont have cable tv.

7. i dont have mobtv.

8. i dont really watch ch5 as im not interested in their repeated blockbusters.

9. ch5 dont really have nice dramas presently.

10. i cant reach home in time for 5pm ch u's yu2le4 100%.

11. i dont watch yi4nan2wang4. (hokkien love drama in chinese)

12. i dont watch repeated idol drama.

13. i sleep during weekdays ard 12. i dont know what ch8 show at 10.30 to 12.

after these, i concluded that i only remember watching 8pm shows and okto night shows like mythbusters, living with mammals. oh, ch5's ninja warrior....and cant think of others.

how pathetic, seems like im constantly living my life in a sub-conscious state.

2009-03-07T04:27:00.000-08:00

hello guys!

ever wonder why im so talkative? haha.

i just realised why myself, over a dinner last night, while thinking about random stuff.
.
.
.
.
.
.
because

my mum is such a good listener. she is the best listener one will ever have.

no matter what i say, although once in a while she give ridiculous comments or suggestions that indirectly insult me,

the comments are only proofs that she is really listening right??

that is why im so talkative, cause i know there is always someone at home who is willing to listen.

the end and thank you. (:

2009-02-28T19:43:00.000-08:00

i want to bake.

apparently, i tried to write down what i wanted to try in my lifetime. and i realised im interested in almost everything. baking is one of them. ohya, and bugee is one of them too.

but i dont want to be a jack of all trades but master of none ley...

):

2009-02-22T18:34:00.000-08:00

sian, i screwed my beijing's blog template and i have no idea how to get it back since i didnt bother to save the final copy of the html.

serve me right right?

and nowadays i realised im super duper slack la. everyone's got the motivation to work hard except me man... as in i know that i NEED to get my work done and revise for my test and whatever, but it's really all in the brain. my limbs are on a permenant vacation - they dont listen to me.

for example, today i convinced myself i have a swollen eye and a crippled leg so i didnt go to school. i told myself to wake up early and at least revise for econs test (which is tmr) since i had to make up for the lost lessons today. THEN, i ate breakfast while i watch SAW the movie. took me 2hours.

wth.

and now, im on the internet writing an blog entry instead of doing work.

wth and wth.

WONGBEISHAN YOU NEED TO WAKE UP!!!!!

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i am saddened by my attitude towards life and school. ): ): ):

2009-02-13T04:19:00.001-08:00

today's friday the friday.

scary right.

AND yes, i was unlucky. what the hell. in a sense, someone sabo-ed me knowingly yet unknowingly. i wont believe him anymore. ):

BUT someone good happened too i guess. hope it will last till tmr when i need it. (:

p.s. my gp teacher thinks my name's sharon. -.-

someone please tell me honestly, do i look like a SHARON??

2009-01-30T08:53:00.000-08:00

i am desperate for a new camera. a good one that is.

being so desperate, i hope photography club dont kick me out despite me not being able to not pon trgs more than twice a term. i hope people get what i mean.

the polaroid sx-70 is really tempting. some rich people please sponsor me la. next time when i become a famous photographer, i will repay you twice the amount!! ):

classic right!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE IT.

2009-01-30T06:45:00.000-08:00

im going tly's house bainian tmr.

YAY!!!

although i dont know what i am going to do there, im still excited to see the house and kids.

at least got CHILDREN, unlike ttw's hse.

CHILDREN equals PLAY equals FUN (:

<3 yay

2009-01-25T07:55:00.000-08:00

some people just make me sick for some unknown reason.

on the other hand, i know i make other people sick for some reason too.

ohwell, what goes around comes around.

dont give a damn if anyone do that, consious is 70% clear at least

the world treats everyone fairly, since the world treats everyone infairly

2009-01-24T00:20:00.000-08:00

yesterday wasnt cny's eve, but the school still had a celebration concert and hence, the students were released early. YAYY. (:

*ohya, thank god there wasnt cca ytd, or i will curse this you-know-who till i die of karma.

anyway, because of the early release (YAYYY), i can have a almost-once-in-a-lifetime picnic with my 2 tomatoes/monkeys/family/greatys. okay, it isnt the normal picnic where a gang of people sit on a mat on the grass in a park eating sandwiches, because the weather IS SIMPLY TOOOOO HOT. after experiencing the weather yesterday, i now know why i dont really see people picnic in singapore.

instead, me and my 2 tomaotes/monkeys/family/greatys had a picnic at vivo, sitting on chairs, putting our food on a table, and ate pockys, calbee prawn crackers, peanuts, seaweed, soft pies. (:

and we saw this really cute boy who come from switzerland. apparently, ahyi played with him and he thinks strawberry is pronounced as bluberry. dont really sounds funny here but it is when you hear him say it okay... haha. (:

and do you know people in other countries have picnics at night, they literally sit on the grass and eat sandwiches at night. a bit weird right... but to think about it, singapore has that kind of picnic-kers too. next time, go jp at night and look at the grass patches around the mrt station. im not being racist here, but, yea, "darker construction workers" like picnics at night. *SHRUGS*

and im not saying that's wrong okay. it's just what i see! please dont sue me for that sentence. ):

geek who LOVES gundam

one dying, another laughing/crying

family portrait

sorry to the guy behind

2009-01-14T05:47:00.000-08:00

3rd day of school, last day of orientation.

I read a few blogs recently and chatted with more friends recently. From the orientation, i obviously spotted a few missing people who transferred out. (not like i dont know before orientation la) The orientation was generally a success, and i got to say that i think rachelwong did a good job facilatating my class. (: haha. however, i think the success of the orientation was not due to the school, but to the students in our batch involved wanting at least make something fun for us.

Firstly, I feel that RVIP was a failure. It may and it will (duh) produce some good results. But it had reduce our interest in learning. Some dread school even. RV is a choice we made, we came in, cause it is a good school. we came in, because we got fairly good marks. Everyone is good la huh, and everyone has the potential to do well. But from the start, the system had always targetted the BETTER students who will produce better results for them. The school is obviously bias, so stop denying it. They want to ensure the good become better, for 1 good student like all aces can keep their reputation. For the others, it's just yourself.

KAO.

That's why so many us regret entering the RVIP. It's truama. Everyday you go school, you will witness the stupid system all over again. We can well go into some other random school, do well in our Os, give a nice cert, get into a nicer JC, and get the nicest job man. I came into RV, feeling depressed, get sucky results, no one cares, write how many hours i study on a pink piece of paper, still no one gives a damn. I get caught for the socks which can be seen when the SC or whoever has a cute and nice face beside me has socks that are left at home and cant even be seen using a telescope. I dread going to school, sense no point, no interest, no fun, restrictions, stress, fear. First time in my life, I fear for my future. First time in my life i think i will screw up my life. First time in my life, I feel that i will fail every exam and cant even get into a JC. First time i feel that i should just went to the school next to my house and TOK everyone, instead of staying in RV fail.

SHIT.

2009-01-04T22:53:00.000-08:00

my legs and arms are hurting la.

there's badminton with adna, dengyin panying on friday.
me and dengyin played the most (as panying and adna did not prove themselves as worthy opponents). HAHA. just kidding. (: then i went adna and dengyin house to play for a while. panying was unlucky that day, that's all i can say. HAHA.

there's taekwondo on saturday.
which i did a round of bunny hops and after the hops, my legs are trembling (they are too now).
and they keep calling me the badminton girl la. now, i regret saying to wenkai i was from badminton. haha.

there's taekwondo grading on sunday.
HAHA, i bet i pass la. if i fail, it will be a enormous embarassment to me. since most of the people there are kids (lower primary) and i feel like a giant there. but sure no double pass.(which means i can skip a grade, which is damn grool which means cool and great at the same time) ZZZ( which means that im really tired and feel like sleeping and also means like im sian that i cant get a double pass). i got a few minor mistakes. and i was so nervous!!! in fact, i think i was more nervous this time then my first grading. then, after the grading, i was totally exhuasted and near dying so i didnt even bother to go mslim's house to visit her alive-and-kicking chinchilla.

there's also swimming with joyce on sunday evening.
as you can see, my schedule is packed. so please believe that mswongbeishan is busy. i swam 20laps with my hurting limbs and then 4 laps of side and 4 laps of back. YAY, the good thing is, im going to get my silver!!! YAYYYY. i been waiting for this chance for very long ok... but as usual, i bet i will feel like a loser and a giant at the pool on my grading day (feb), since the others will be kids again. BUT AT LEAST I GOT JOYCE YING. I THANK HERE HERE.

ohya, i promise to keep a 10 dollar note in my wallet constantly, cause I REALISE I DONT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO MAKE A PAYMENT FOR MY NASA TEST!!!! walao, if i cannot take silver in feb, then i will be knocking my head against the wall in march.

2008-12-28T07:16:00.000-08:00

According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you.

1. I have a brother who is who and fat

2. I am not an accident

3. I have a lot of hidden talents. HAHAHA

4. I collect telephone cards. yes, it's a boring hobby.

5. I used to be cute

6. I feel like having a bob haircut before starting school

7. I am scared of seeing people putting on their contact lenses. especially adna.

8. I want to open an toyshop when i grow up

9. I want to be on taiwan/jap/korean variety shows and play the games

10. I recently slept 1t 4am and woke up at 4pm

11. I eat my dinner at 11pm

12. I know how to fix telephones, doors, pipes. i done those for my mom

13. I like to cook. mine's betta than my mom. (:

14. I got a best friend who is a indian and she's really nice

15. I am not a lesbian of any kind.

16. I kinda scared of walking overhead bridges. ):

2008-12-27T08:01:00.000-08:00

heard this on 98.7 today.

Quotes:
" in UK, 'mugging' just means attacking someone on the streets and 'basket' just means a basket that contains flowers or eggs "

haha, sarcastic remarks comparing singaporeans and internationals

2008-12-20T23:12:00.001-08:00

bored. so i shall post one picture of this hongkong boy band that disbanded. ):

I LOVE CANTOPOP. <3

I NEED MORE CANTONESE SONGS!!! (:

BOY'Z : consisting of Steven Cheung and Kenny Kwan

2008-12-20T21:17:00.000-08:00

at the void deck next to my house, there's currently a malay wedding going on.

they are currently playing a KOREAN song from goong. HAHAHA. (: really!!!

for a more educational mode, let's watch...

THE MR MEN SHOW!!!!!!!

From this example, Kids at home, learn not to be too stubborn!!

2008-12-08T08:12:00.000-08:00

http://www.iminlikewithyou.com

GOGO. someone play "draw my thing" with me!!

DRAW MY THING

a game where a group of people will take turns drawing and guessing what's being drawn.
two points for right answers, one point for drawing and having someone guess your picture.
fun game. played the isketch.net version, but the graphics here are better!! :D

the words are bit ridiculous though. i like got birth, mint and tennis shoes till now.

HOW TO DRAW THEM?!
especially 'birth'

please inform me if there is anyone interested. :D

THANK YOU.

2008-12-06T11:04:00.000-08:00

haha, i totally forgot i HAVE a blog.

so i shall repay myself by putting up a few photos i took at the class outing at sentsa eons ages ago man.
jiayi and jennie, claim your pictures here. (:

cover page (:

look at the nice scenery

obviously, im a good photographer. haha

leaving my footprints...

EVERYWHERE! (:

NEXT, we have the humans!!! TADA! (:

"WELCOME TO SENTOSA!"

"Hi, we are preparing to fly over this ocean to pulau ubin"

walking over the bridge...

if im wearing red and in the pic, we can be "The Traffic Light Girls" man.

"Excuse me where's the loo?"
"THERE!"

long long ago lost friends meeting each other because of wonderful beishan. HAHA. jkjk

LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST!!!!

i dedicate this photo to the dumb coconut who caused my leg to bleed that day.
RAHHHHH

i suppose it's karma on me again since i bled after i kicked it. ):

that's all folks. see you guys next time!!

2008-11-16T10:36:00.000-08:00

yawns.

i take back whatever i thought of the last time.

i love my family friends and everyone.

im going to live my life happily.

MUACKS! (:

2008-11-14T00:26:00.000-08:00

my life is repetitive and boring

if something extra-ordinary happens, it got to be something weird...
i guess i am turning weird, that's why my life slowly turns weird with me

adaptation?

no, i dont agree. sometimes as i grow up, we tend to see more isnt it. As we grow, we learn to think more about stuff, even to an extent of losing ourselves.

I agree that i have learnt to think more. think more about the evils of the society and how it has changed us all into monsters. you can be a nice monster, but never the less still a monster.

including me.

i dont know about adaptation or evolution, that kind of shit. but i find myself slowly changing to suit and survive in this stupid environment.

how many times have i laughed just for the sake of laughing?
how many times did i leave strangers who are obviously in need alone?
how many times did i just care about my own business?
how many times did i think of revenge and 'eye for an eye'?
how many times did i think friends are just... ...friends?

darwin's survival of the fittest. everyone's changing, so must you.

i realise i am turning into a worse person with worse character such as selfishness and greediness. i lost my innocence and the heart of purely helping, not asking for return.
i do not care about you cause it's none of my business. same to you, you did not care, even if i am your friend. i start to love myself more than anyone, yet at the same, i feel that im slowly losing myself too.

i hate myself now. yet, if i regain the old me, i will end up sad and crying. as i see the evils and changes of this world.

the world is fair, cause it treats everyone unfairly.

but why do i still think it treats me unfairly?

2008-10-29T07:53:00.000-07:00

haha, i guess those people who come to the blog must be thinking if the blog's dead.

quite likely, cause the interest is fading... ):

sometimes i wonder why my concentration lifespan is so short la. maybe today, i would like this toy over that, maybe tomorrow i will go crazy over this toy, and the day after tomorrow, i will just think that toys suck and everything. great... i should get myself a real hobby.

a real hobby like collecting multi-coloured staple bullets!!! YAHOO...HAHA. (:
i like black the most, people with black staple bullets, please pass to me. thanks.

i am really a JACK of all trades, but master of none. (and that's bad ): )
*notice JACK. i want a new JACKet. zzz...

new game finally. played this at midnight. frightened half my life away. hopefully the other half wouldnt be gone after i watch a random horror movie like "the coffin".

the game is a point and click game which is graphically awesome. basically sound and logically simple enough to finish it without much help. the plot resembles saw by a bit where a call is given with the instructions and you are supposed to escape from your cell. enjoy. (:

CLICK HERE or just click the picture below.

2008-09-14T00:26:00.000-07:00

thank you everyone!!! feel so happy. (:

wishes not in actual order. (resembles though)

pamela - congrats girl, you are the first at 12.02 am. classmate, shuttler, cid mate. WOAH. (:
jaslin tey - fellow shuttler! thanks for being the second (:
nicholas lum - haha. thanks primary school pal. you remember!! i appreciate this (:
qianhui - my deskmate!!! i got 2 actually. sweet girl she is. (:
jesslyn yap - HEY BUDDY! (: thanks, you are a great friend too. i shall repay you by buying a nice comb. haha(:
serming - actually he knew because he asked me about cip. haha (:
jasmine - THANK YOU. i truly miss you from the botttom of my heart ok. (:
shanice K - one of 2k best pals. i miss you too NUMBER 5,9! sorry i lied. haha (:
xinhui - my other deskmate. must remember my peking duck ok!!!! THANKS (:
jenny - the birthday song was great, lab mate! (:
adna - use your mother's phone right.... tsk tsk. THANK YOU TOO ANYW! (:
brenda - my dear junior. gratitude felt DEEP inside me ley. haha. (:
ellise - haha. another pri sch one. you are one of my best pals in pri sch you know? (:
jenna - pri sch. thanks for being with me during the gathering. thanks for the wishes too! (:
keith kok - HAHA. a lot of people like him before la (in pri sch) sorry, but im the one that gave the nickname peacock. THANKS (:
veronica - woah. there's lots of smiles there. they will be with me. i will definitely remember the smiles you gave me. thanks buddy (:
kexin - ah, the tall or chaoda one. HAHA. thank you. the suprise roclike you. (:
wenyi - FAMILY RULES. you are right. i have good friends. i hava 2 great families too!! love you girl. please love me more than a worm (:
dengyin - WE ARE FAMILY. and you are the pet. haha. THANKS GIRLFRIEND. and sorry i dont like monopoly (:
elin - taekwondo. thanks for talking to me. i feel more comfortable now. (:
erjie - for once, this rat dont seems as yucky and stinky. HAHA. (:
ruijie - haha. unexpected, but arrived to be the last person to wish me! thanks you 4 years classmate. (:

2008-09-12T08:30:00.001-07:00

i love myself today. i promise to love myself more today. <3>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEISHAN. (:

someone once said, in order to love others, you need to love yourself first.
said the GURU too : Gee U R U. how inspiring (:

everyone can look down or despise you, yet you can never do that to yourself.
cause once you did that, you will become a total LOSER.

cause you just lost to yourself and lost yourself at the same moment.

TO BE HONEST, no one really said happy birthday to me yet. (AWMAN)
i hope someone do. ): i feel pathetic if no one do.
so PLEASE, can a kind soul please step up???

ANYONE!?!?!?!?!?! haha

throughout 16 years, i have met alot of people who give me various kinds of experiences. of course, if there are good ones, there are bad ones as well. yet, because of them both, it made me realise more about growing up and the ever changing society. i learnt a lot. (:

from the bad experience people give, dont be sorry. i guess the older we get, the people gets more intangible to me in a sense. they are like ever changing; like wind, once i tried to reach for them, they are gone. and even if i managed to catch them, they are just so distant. perhaps, when we grow, we learn how to survive, survive in a world where the fittest are the only survivor. OK, i know i sound real pessimistic here ON MY BIRTHDAY, but on every year on this day, i will try to have new thoughts towards how i should view my surroundings till the next year.

but luckily for me, I got good friends around me, and even 2 families. HAHA. i shall learn to cherish and treasure all of THEM. love them lots man. <3>

2008-09-06T00:22:00.001-07:00

listen up comrades! (:

I hereby dedicate this post to Grace, who just became my new neighbor. WOW.

ok, so yesterday, i was back home and i saw her. i didnt even know it's her at first la. it was really unexpected. so i asked her hat's she'd doing at bukit gombak.

AND SHE SAID SHE MOVED HER. (first shocked news)

I was really shocked, and with a trembling voice, I asked her which block she live.
Actually, I think she dont even know which block she live (chuckles) cause she looked at her mum when i asked that.

so noob, HAHA.

... ...
nola, maybe too new to the block??? (:

THEN HER MUM SAID SHE LIVED AT MY BLOCK!!! (biggest shock ever)

i bet my heart skipped 3 beats at that moment.

GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZ. what a coincidence. and wenyi was saying next time i lost my notes, lost my worksheets, lose my whatever, i could just go down to get it.

nice suggestion. i want to do that of course!! (: but how do i know if she would welcome it??

maybe she will find her new neighbor (me) a nuisance. ): ): ):
NOOOOOOO... ...

2008-09-01T03:13:00.000-07:00

i think im getting fatter. im eating and eating all day... zzz

i need to work out SOON.

so here's something i just saw on the web,

" We do not stop playing because we are old;
We grow old because we stop playing"

PEOPLE, play own life. (:

2008-08-23T09:33:00.000-07:00

hello.

i got injured again. (upload pics another time)

a lot of people asked me " why are you so accident prone? "
and my reply to you is :

do i look like i wanna be? how do you expect me to answer your stupid question. it's like asking another person why are you cross-eyed. i just play more than you, so the chances are higher okay???

and if you ask why i want to play to get injured, i will whack you in the ass okay.
get your own life! playing is just part of my freaky life, no whys.

so this injury is one week but not healing well. it's still sticky with yellow stuff coming out. anna says it may be a infection. YUCKS. i dont want to have one. ):

ON A HAPPY NOTE, i am going to introduce my name today. :D

BEI : in chinese it means seashells. Seashells are used as money in olden days and they are beautiful as well. They are the treasures of the oceans till now.

They explain the importance of me and why i like money. (:

SHAN: it means coral in chinese. Another living creature that comes from the waters. Famous for being a beauty of the ocean. Fire coral is also rare and considered a gemstone.

that's all folks. (:

2008-08-09T10:27:00.000-07:00

click on picture above for animation. (:

animation introduction

the comical romance of a rabbit and a cat.
there's even one part they keep fishes as pets. they put them in bird cages. they swim in them!

riduculous but extreme loving. (:

2008-07-22T07:17:00.000-07:00

stop trying so hard.
im not going to laugh for you again.

why? you just lied. do you expect me not to know that??
or do you want me to pretend i dont even know..

sorry, it's IMPOSSIBLE to do the latter, what is done is done.

TALK TO MY HAND.

2008-07-11T08:47:00.000-07:00

Post-it pads/tags : utterly useful yet easily disposable.

I dont want to be a post-it girl, stop treating as a invisible.

I am only there when you need help; and I became invisible to you right after my kind act??

here's my words --> stop dreaming! like i will help from now on. HA!

!@#$^&*&&^%$#$%^&

2008-07-05T02:50:00.001-07:00

i did this in the library requested by friend #3. (:

1)do you have a wide group of friends ?
not really

2)if you're in trouble , will your friends 'fly' to help you ?
they can't fly.

3)will you sacrifice your most precious thing for your friends ?
i dont know what's my precious thing.

4)do you believe in BFF ?
uh huuh.

5)do you think a straight and a woman can just be platonic friends ?
i think so

6)do you have a male friend whom you can trust with almost everything ?
last time

7)do you think friends should tell each other everything ?
depends on them. it's their stuff ultimately.

8)if your friends are in trouble , what will you do?
of course help them la.

9)in future , if your friends get married and ask you to be their best man , will you agree ?
yesh

10)what if your enemy calls you one day to make peace?
laugh at her

11)wha will you do to a friend whom you trust deeply, betrayed you?
cry and cry in my pillow.

12)if your friend snatches your gf away , will you hate him or her completely ?
Maybe

13)wht if there is a girl that has liked your friend for quite some time, tells you that she needs your help to win the heart of your friend, will you help her?
i am a girl.

14)do your parents think your friends are a bad influence ?
most.

15)wht will you tell your parents if they asked you to transfer school, which means losing all your closest friends?
closest friends dont get lost even if you transfer school.

16)if your friend organizes a once in a life time party, but your family doesn’t allow you to go , will you sulk/throw a temper/sneak out/don’t go?
i will bang the door.

17)how will you describe your friendship relationship with your friends?
okay okay.

18)define friendship.
mutual feelings that cannot be hidden. similar to love.

19)name 20 people whom you can think right now . don’t read the questions until you named the 20 people . at the end , choose 5 people to do this .

1. beishan
2. dengyin
3. wenyi
4. jesslyn
5. kexin
6. pamela
7. huikai
8. my mother
9. my father
10. erjie
11. shanice
12.veronica
13 xianglonn
14 ziwei
15 mslim
16. ruijie
17.bridgette
16. jasmine
17. joyce
18. acer
19. huili
20. spencer (random)

how did you meet no 4?
in school. i used to think she damn weird.

wht will you do if you never meet no. 1?
AHAHA

wht if no. 9 & no. 20 dated?g
HAHAHA. i will have a new father.

will no. 6 & no. 17 date?
6 have someone else in mind alrdy.

describe no. 3.
she want me to say she's damn cute

describe no. 7.
she's nice and motherly.

do you knw any of no.12’s family?
i know she got a sister whose nickname is pomelo. hah

wht will you do if no.18 confess to you that he likes you?
laugh in his face.

wht language does no.15 speak ?
english and chinese

how old is no.16?
16. wow. his birthday just over i think.

whn is the last time you spoke to no.13?
friday. he called me a dog.

who is no.2 favorite band or singer?
5566? which is totally outdated.

would you ever date no. 4?
she will hate me if i do.

would you ever date no. 1?
im with her forever.

is no. 19 single?
single in real world.

would you ever be in a relationship with no.11?
yea. a bad one.

school of no. 3?
same same

whr does no. 6 live?
jurong west

wht is your favourite thing about no.5?
she has food in her bag. (like nice snacks)

have you seen no. 2 naked?
no. dont think i ever will

wht is no.8's nickname ?
fat woman.

Next 5 person to do the survey .
dengyin, jasmine, dengyin, jasmine, dengyin

2008-07-04T07:15:00.000-07:00

im bored now with lots of work in my hands.

so i shall just post some pictures that are way back. (:

here comes the 4 nerds of the school: US!

" wow, that's a ultra thin phone ley!"

hohoho, merry christmas. :D

erm... ... just for gags.

RAHHH, beware of the 8-handed keesiao sea-monster

2008-06-23T06:54:00.000-07:00

A sense of humor is the ability to understand a joke - and that the joke is oneself.

Clifton Paul Fadiman

PEOPLE, if you want to have a good sense of humor,

remember to laugh at yourself more often.

chaos.

2008-06-16T00:32:00.000-07:00

stop confronting me

at this moment, i dont really care.

throw my stuff, throw me even, for all i care.

i shall shut my mouth,
as my mouth is not for you to control.

2008-06-16T00:27:00.000-07:00

hello my _____,

CAN YOU STOP THREATENING ME WITH YOUR LIFE???

hey man, you know i dont want you to do this,
yet you said " if anything happen to me, you will suffer... you will live in guilt forever"

do you know how much it hurts??
for you to cover up that stupid guy,
and THREATEN ME WITH YOUR FREAKING LIFE?????

do you know how angry i am know?
im very angry.

I tell you what man.
If you try to end your life,
i will end mine first.

this way, it's not gonna be me who live in guilt forever,

IT WILL BE YOU.

try it if you want.

2008-05-30T06:47:00.000-07:00

"6 differences" is a unique spot the differences game by Case that is worth a play

Unlike the classic spot the differences game, this game makes you feel relaxed and calm by featuring "soft" music and gorgeous pictures , making the duration of time enjoyable.

ENJOY. :D (click here)

the picture above shows the previous game, 5 differences.

2008-05-28T05:44:00.000-07:00

my dad was trying to find this picture himself so i decided to post it here.

DISCLAIMER: do not attempt to view the image below if you have a weak heart or puke easily

i am not about you, but i find this gross personally. *feels like puking*

BUT THEY ARE B-R-E-A-D
coolios!!!

i dont think many of us will attempt to take a bite out of it willingly la huh. (mee too)
but i dont mind taking a small bite if im paid to do so.

sees money *eyes glimmering* i am money-faced :D

no use denying money makes up the world right?
i need (save) money.

2008-05-25T02:55:00.000-07:00

it's almost the hollidays.

i suppose im going to decompose in my room without anyone knowing.

i swear my family is rotting with (maggie) mee. (:

ARGH, i have no idea why my environment has evolved into such a non-save-able state

p.s. i should go back to my temple soon. i need to meditate.

2008-03-09T09:49:00.000-07:00

status: discovered without notice

emotion: engulfed by SIAN-ness

action proposed: turn gay and sleep

feasibility:

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2008-03-01T03:24:00.000-08:00

sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry.

100 of them.

please pass your exam!!!
haha. (:

2008-02-15T18:50:00.000-08:00

I just woke up

in my uniform. YAWNS

this just prove how tired I am, not how dirty I am ok... (:

2008-02-08T04:15:00.000-08:00

I am at my cousin house now.

I am playing HAPPY FAMILY

I bet I will win. (:

HAHA

By the way, my older cousin wants to put a picture here,

This is how he look like. HAHA.

2008-01-28T07:38:00.000-08:00

My family is dirty.

My father just found dozens of cockroaches hidden in his car a few days ago.

I know. EWW. and I was sitting in his car almost everyday. ):

Yes, I know. more EWWWs. ): ):

My brother's socks stank up the WHOLE living room today.

Of course, I refused to get out of my room after noticing it.

OKAY, my mum is clean.
I supposed I'm clean as well, since I dont produce any unpleasant odour (not any that I notice), but my mum INSIST I'm dirty.

So I conclude my whole family is dirty EXCEPT my mum. (:

2008-01-13T03:07:00.000-08:00

I just took my cousin for math tuition and I realise her fundamental is really bad.

This just goes to prove how any fundamental should be more important than the rest.

FUNDAMENTAL is the basic block of any lesson.
without it,
well, you are just a junkbox.
the rest, in your understanding, will purely appear as RUBBISH

&she didn't listen to what is taught previously
which coincidentally, is the fundamental.
now, she dont even know 0.5 is half.

SILLYGOOSE

Think I'm going to be crazy having 2hrs with her every week O.o

and it is a mistake to think that fundamental is FUN plus MENTAL.
That is utter bullshit.

2008-01-11T22:57:00.000-08:00

I am playing pictionary now and I am not leading...

WAHHH ):

haha.

OHMYGOSH, while im typing, wenyi just won.

IM sadder now.

2007-12-27T18:40:00.000-08:00

I AM CONSTANTLY LIVING IN A AWESOME THREESOME WORLD!! (:

2007-12-16T08:15:00.000-08:00

OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH!!!

Hady Mirza won the ASIAN IDOL. (:

I am freaking happy. <3

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. (:

2007-12-04T01:03:00.000-08:00

Im going to decompose any second now.

before I rot and die, I just played some game - THE EVERGLOW BY MAE (:

haha.

the concept is pretty good (using a game to promote music) , yet the "game" itself is not such a game. I think it is easy. (:

Nevertheless,

I LIKE THE MUSIC (:

deserve a play I guess. (:

THE EVERGLOW

2007-11-27T18:22:00.000-08:00

rah.

my shoulder is swollen.

2007-11-23T04:35:00.000-08:00

I always been feeling good about myself and always have this thinking that I have almost the fastest news ever anywhere. I thought I had a LIFE.

I just realise I was wrong a few minutes ago. ):

YES, it is saddening to realise that out.
sometimes, it hurts to know the truth you see.

And does that mean that I got lots to catch up with. It currently does ok. (FINE)
MEMEME is somewhat determined to get back into the buzz and catch up with people I have not recently.

WOAH. I feel good now. (:

2007-11-17T00:36:00.000-08:00

CONVERSATION BETWEEN MUM AND I

me: hey, I just heard from the TV there are housewives learning bellydancing.
her: what? how could they?
me: why can't they. you wanna learn too?
her: houseflies arent even human. how can they learn belly dancing?
me: -.- HOUSEWIVES HOUSEWIVES!
her: ya, I know. houseflies arent human what.

I wonder if it's my tongue or mymum's ear. -______-

2007-11-13T22:16:00.000-08:00

currently, there is a HUGE mystery happening at home.

sounds cool, but it's not ok. ):

there's a "mismatched" plug in the house placed "somewhere" : said my dad.

HOW GREAT.
so i presume if i happen to on some switch on some plug by some mistake, i might just placed me and my whole house on fire.

RAHH.

comeon man, stupid plug. please come out. ):

2007-11-05T05:56:00.000-08:00

and I finally realise something.

THE TIME IS WRONG. ):

I hereby announce it is 9:57pm right now.

2007-11-05T05:46:00.000-08:00

don't really have the time to care for a real plant?

BUT YOU REALLY WANT TO HAVE A PLANT? (:

right now, you can play just this game: SEEDS OF IMAGINATION

basically, as the name goes, you gotta use your imagination to think of different kind of words to make your plant grow. EG. joy, friend,hug.

just plant the seed and type and submit

I suppose it is a advertisement?? but since it serves as a great source of entertainment as well, why not?

the only thing is that my computer is constantly "lagging" while I am playing the game. well, not sure if it is just my computer's problem, but it sucks. ):

the com I mean. the game's great. :D

[click pic to start]

2007-10-30T07:17:00.001-07:00

boring. ):

going to sleep now

BYEBYE.

2007-10-30T07:04:00.000-07:00

since I signed up for the broadband service,I have decided to start another blog. (:

firstly, I need to find a nicer blogskin.

but my dad just learnt how to use something called the "YOUTUBE"...
which indirectly means him staring at my computer screen for a whole hour ignoring my advice to stop touching my stuff and go eat his dinner.
and that means me getting tired after the shoutings and going to sleep after the post...

WITHOUT A NICER BLOGSKIN.

conclusion; it is never my fault, it's my dad's. HAHA.

on the other mood of everything, I just lost a competition today and feel sad.

): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): = s.a.d